Modern_Day Disciple

I know life,

life can be tough sometimes when it feels like the whole human kind is not fighting by your side, they don’t believe in you besides yourself, make you feel that you will never be enough

but...

hold on, hold on

to the belief that your a soldier,

someone that they can’t beat even how hard they try, they can’t defeat a person with a heart that keeps believing on to the very last beating drum, so come on, come on everyone, and let this poem be your freedom song

when everything seems like its going all wrong,

I know the rage overcomes your brain and the change feels like it gets so far away until everyday blurs into one,

just don’t you give up on God even if it feels like he gave up on you first,

stop doubting yourself every day and having thoughts your problems are too much of a distraction to be something in this world,

just listen to me

everyone is blessed with a purpose when they are born and maybe you might not see it immediately but soon will notice that the challenge he put you through was not worthless, it was just for a bigger reason, sometimes we as humans can never imagine until it happens,

So...

just surrender everything to God

and trust the faith

for he will give you all the strength,

that's possible to prove every obstacle,

every path you trudged through was worth something in the end,

then other times

I know life,

life can be rough but that's when you need to be rougher than Jason Momoa hopefully show ya I am the knight that rocks the pen and pad whenever I write,

who gives the devil a fright

when every time I turn back to fight

and I am a warrior, a warrior in disguise,

yes I am that guy that the devil despise,

welcome to halloween

indeed I am a machine

I'm not mean

listen to me God

please don't forget about me

I’m still living, a poets dream

and it might seem

like he gave up on you first but don't lay in that hearse

because your not dead yet,

of course you might feel like a headless man on a horse,

riding down a spooky old town road

but...

hold on, hold on

there to that belief in the air

because scary moments do end,

If you don't believe any one else trust me

I am a testament to that statement,

whatever you can think,

I probably been through it about to lose it until I rhymed about my issues,

and I found every clown and skeleton sent my way I took down

now I am grateful for everyday and every time my feet hit the ground in the morning,

I am proud, I can keep on saying it loudly,

​

I know its scary but kid

keep on grinding to the very last beating drumbeat. blast this song on repeat when you feel so much alone like Han Solo,

for you to remember this poemsong,

when your in a fight and you cant seem to find the light,

let the rhythm be your guide,

help you defeat the demons in your mind,

and

when you cant see our lord and savior,

its okay always be bold and never quit like what the bible verse once told us in 6:22 where daniel was in the Lions den

it was a not a curse, you see, at first glance, it might've seem but far from that,

did you ever think like maybe It was always for us,

from the start,

to teach us a lesson that goes on and on

if you put all of your faith in God,

its a promise from him to keep you from being harmed,

throughout life, there will be times when things are not right, You might be afraid and even alone sometimes

but...

don't surrender my friend because fear is made up in our minds to limit oneself from finding what we were really meant for all this time you've been wasting, thinking rather than living what god gave up for everyone,

including You,

So if I was you,

before I leave this note unwritten,

I would look up to the sky and try to live everyday like the guy upstairs,

and you might be confused and scared because

you are human and he is God,

no way of being perfect but that's the purpose of you and me,

earth was made to have its limits and difficulty's,

if you think of it as a test,

nothing can hold you back,

never again,

​

keep on going to the very end of the story and be your own author and poet

until you show people why you are still alive

and I know your trying so hard to not cry,

​

sometimes

it feels like God doesn't appreciate you as a miracle but rather a tool and it makes you think your a fool, but let me tell you something as much as it feels like that's the truth, that's far from accurate,

because God undoubtedly loves all of you,

from the many mistakes to the triumphs,

when you bend, he breaks,

he hates seeing you all sad or mad so much,

he shakes the realm of Hades causing hell to almost fall down

even further in the ground

So...

now do you believe me when I write about

Jesus Christ

and

I say god wont ever leave you lonely despite the path

you thought you chosen

in reality its already written in stone

your just living out his story for the masses to see your history laid out like a movie scene

So to him from me

please hold me accountable like I hold you close to my veins

keep using your words to spread positive change right out of my brain for the ones that need someone to look up too,

I might not be perfect but God

I'm spreading my hands out for purpose in this world,

I am in and even if I cant see you then, I believe I can feel you through everything but especially my writing, where I'm trying to live up to every sentence you told us in the bible

So...

I can be your Modern-day Disciple