"Final Song" Sequence of Love

Woah-Woah-Woah-Woah

Woah-Woah-Woah-Woah

This is your final song you’ll ever want to hear cause my dear I love you

My aim is pure while my love is true and my heart will never break apart again as I was made for you, for loving a soul like yours I’ll be forever blue if you are not by my side, my ride or die, Ill prove you why by writing this Rhyme

I’ve been looking for a lady like you all my years but every time you are near I hear prayers I feel fear making me stop in my tracks like Medusa just stared at me I want to move my feet but it’s trapped down deep in Quick sand can’t find my way out of the Concrete maze I want to be changed been chasing you like a blind rat looking for cheese not another Mousetrap

Woah-Woah-Woah-Woah

Woah-Woah-Woah-Woah

God give me your strength to carry on but, the truth is I already loss cause my mindset has turned on airplane mode plus I find it keeps on bringing up the boy code saying

somebody like me can’t be with someone like you, I knew I Grew up having problems freezing up every single time when I open my mouth They say Shut up,

look it’s cute when you try, but your wings are all dried up to be able to fly so don’t even try bro, go and Give up she don’t even know you so turn around and shut your eyes and Realize The Sequence of Love, you were not born with, you were made to be forever Alone to witness life and death drifting from town to town till you go back home with no one to hold so don’t even think of speaking up there’s no reason too, you are cursed to not love another’s soul,

Woah-Woah-Woah-Woah

Woah-Woah-Woah-Woah

Woah

so I’m told to just leave without even giving it a go The reason is I’m scared of messing up that’s why I gave up stop trying, I’m worried if I would ever be the man Jesus born me as or what the bully’s want me as, a coward, a Ghost floating in the wind hoping one day I’ll experience that convey but today I’m Yelling Mayday to whom who cares

Rescue me from the shy plaguing my mind my soul is fine and my spirit is kind but my brain is rotten to the core give me a sign throw me a bone if you could a Life raft would be good or whatever you can because...

I fear I am too far in the vines of my mind to climb out and let me have a second Chance, while you teach my mind that fear your feeling is just The devils design to stop you from feeling alive and keep you alone even if you know those words are not real

they feel pretty damn loud and I can not Goof around cus I’m listening to those Lies in my head like they have permanently taken residency,

listen to me I don’t think you get it although you made me, I'm amused about your confidence in me but there’s no longer belief in thee, I am just living a life through a Story book watching others live rather then being the main character I am always pushed aside

you hear me

I know those thoughts are meant for me to keep on drowning in my tears thinking the fears are to much to try and yes I’m still alive but I feel so much deeper than 6 feet like I’m already dead inside

as I sit in my chair tonight thinking if I would ever get another chance to shed my tears get away from here, I been confined in this cell for too long, I fear I am no longer good enough for anyone especially you escaping is not the issue but the intention of leaving my comfort zone is...

If I was really made to be loving you, why does the heart hurt when the intrusive thoughts come they intrude without asking permission first and before the impulsive thoughts could pursue it they always Lose, What would happen just for once if I cast away the unwanted feelings and listen to the music playing in my head only as a radio can, What would it say?

when you see her eyes lock on yours it’s like a wonderful Surprise, a beautiful Waterfall cascading down from the Carolina blue sky, disguised by the gorgeous smile you have Like traveling down the Nile nothing can muddy up my View if I’m looking at you as I was made for loving you.