Pretty Girls

Please God

I'm begging you

to open that chapter

in my life I'm missing

and what I'm risking for

is that mountain

I know for sure  but that's in the distance

far away in the future

and this Lord

this is today

but some-days I cant figure out

whats real and what's fake anymore

all I know is when I look at her face

everything's gonna turn out okay

then I realize this moment is real

in-front of me is this girl picked out from God

made for me

eventually

so I'm sorry sometimes

I lose you in my vision

 and its like I'm looking right through you

I know its not fair Its not like I don't care but the opposite

for some reason inside of me is a fear

that's makes me scared when I get near you 

and I hide

make sure you don't get a glimpse

of my eyes because

I'm shy of pretty girls like you

I did this all through college too,

I hid and I wrote all about my knowledge

of being a shy guy until I believed it

and now I can not un-see what I seen through my eyes

all these pretty girls wanting me to say hi

but I stood by and saw another guy

sweep you off your feet

like Jesus Christ can I be any more

awkward why can you can give a beat

and I can rhyme a song like a king

but this talking thing

I cant get a grasp on

but you see

I believe God

was not ready for me

to find love

the right girl will come

you just need to stay patient and

love will find you

in weird places

time will not line up with your clock

because god doesn't know what a clock is

all he knows is when the right person

is across from you that's

when a new chapter will began

and the old will sadly end

but never forgotten

just written in history

when a kid became a man

who fell in love with a girl like something out of a

Fairy tale