Should I (X) Pretty Girls

Should I dance or Should I leave...?

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because...

you make me believe in what I could be

and realize

I’m not there yet

but when I look in your eyes I see an Angel in disguise

calling me to say hi

believe it’s the right time to live not hide

shut your eyes and be surprised by the unexpected

and leap in the water with me

because the things you don’t see

will certainly be the best moments

you will ever experience

just take my hand

and throw out the worry’s in your head then

feel your heart expand

while our feet move in tandem our rhythm is electric

can you feel it?

a rush in your bones when we sway side to side

making me want to stay

in her presence for the

rest of my life

and

make her eventually my wife

because...This girl is so elegant,

Excellent the way she knows how to get me out of my element

and into a groove

making me rethink everything I do

and just breathe through 

if you and me are one of a kind

and if we break apart will are hearts then cry

to keep on trying

so...

I'm reciting this poem

I once written to ask you an important question

Should I leave or Should I take a chance

on you...?

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because maybe, I don't know but lately I been going crazy

out of my brain to see you again

till I'm reminded by my head

that I am shy

that's why I shut down

turn around and walk away

every time

when

I see your eyes light up the darkness around me

but I cant seem to hold my ground

its like my mind is fogged up

and I can’t breathe then I freeze up

even sometimes my feet feels like its chained up from walking

towards you

so I'm sorry if

I lose you in my vision and its like I'm looking right through you

I know its not fair Its not like I don't care but the opposite

for some reason inside of me is a fear

that's makes me scared when I get near you 

and I hide

make sure you don't get a glimpse

of my eyes because

I'm shy of pretty girls like you

I did this all through college too, I hid and I wrote all about my knowledge

of being a shy guy until I believed it

and now I can not un-see what I seen through my eyes

all these pretty girls wanting me to say hi

but I stood by and saw another guy

sweep you off your feet

like Jesus Christ can I be any more

awkward why can you can give a beat

and I can rhyme a song like a king

but this talking thing

I cant get a grasp on

but you see

I believe God

was not ready for me

to find love

the right girl will come

you just need to stay patient and

love will find you

in weird places

time will not line up with your clock

because god doesn't know what a clock is

all he knows is when the right person

is across from you that's

when a new chapter will began

and the old will sadly end

but never forgotten

just written in history

when a kid became a man

who fell in love with a girl like something out of a

Fairy tale