Unrecognizable

as of January the 15th of 2024, This date marks a Joyful and Magnificent day because,

my hope is

as I transition through my Life, I can became a staple in yours, to give you insight

into what I'm saying because I know I talk in code sometimes, you see up to 2020 I was Living my best life

you know going to College at UNCG, Learning to work, Going on vacations,

eating anything even working on my body with that last one if you knew me before 2020,

I was a different person and Sadly today

i'm Unrecognizable,

also I want to add before

people get sad, I don't want no pity points like Lydia Laird and many other talented artists say Ill be okay, I'm still fighting and I think because of my positive Faith from my God/parents bestowed on me

is giving me the power to Quote The New Day from WWE the Power of positivity

beneath in my soul in my DNA that I to be honest cant grasp but

all I know is

as long as I'm still alive, breathing

im not leaving, I will keep on striving on giving back to the many that gave me a view, Phew thank gosh here's a lessen from this dude, you just gotta move, move you see

we all have dreams too, some might be little or big but, we all want to have a feeling of acceptance 

rather seeking Recognition let Recognition seek you what I mean is people seek

likes and Subscriptions rather letting their work dictate their worth,

the only human being you should be focused on is not even on our earth nor a mere human but his hands and his eyes are all around us with that being said I am not perfect like anyone of you and I have urges that I cant get away from and that is this feeling whatever we do, everyone and I mean everyone wants to feel like they belong and that's exactly what I hope to gain with these songs on this website,

and my other 2 projects

I'm working on will eventually

bring that elusive feeling that I long to feel to one day to be heard to be known to believe in this time of desperation that people believe in me and see me like my dog does I might be broken and right now in this period of time picking up the pieces but if I keep that belief, that god has a reason for why he keeps letting the devil punish me in time, I have faith that purpose will come to be realized.

ever since I was Struck with pseudo-obstruction my life changed into something bigger than me than you, you see this disease cant take me, make me be something that I wont be, the lord controls me, you don't I'm sorry he made me so much as a beast,

remember the song Beauty and the beat, I am too elite for you, like the children's story taught me your to slow to catch the hare and the Tortoise this time so I betta' Rhyme throw a dime in the fountain to save my life, Listen, to the mission its like sometimes when I write everything goes blank and everything becomes very simple, I want to direct your eyes the mind to a time to a movie I just stumbled upon making me stop and think the Realization that I strive for in my life, although its a far cry from what I want to do,

the ending scene is so much the same, you see as a poet you soon see the greatness about it, a Underdog unlikely to experience his story unfold is overwhelming for most but for he like me speaking about a Kid named

Jann Mardenborough 

took a unrealistic dream and turned it into a Realistic story now its going to be in the History books for all time for kids like me to take his story and build on it until my name is in the lights and the fight is in other folks hands to do the same but as long and as bright as my lighthouse burns my aim is too keep on inspiring as many as I can, but for that I know Its time to stop being shy and scared sometimes I Imagine myself as a Recluse like a spider but more like spiderman because I know I have this secret Super power in my hand 

but since the Covid 19 years

it has been tough but I'm ready to show to blow you out of the water with my skill god has chosen me it really beats me cuz I'm just a kid with a disability thank you to who joined me through out my years of paralyze I appreciate all of the lives that I had the privilege to meet but this music goes out to the weak because Every time I awoke I saw challenges that arose from me being me all I wanted is for somebody to see me as an capable human being not just as a asterisk that I was deemed 

but I'm here

to give you strength from a poet to I know it you can float like a butterfly sting like a bee if I can fly by my broken wings most defiantly you can drive that car like Lightning McQueen and Transform like bumblebee 

If you just believe in yourself in anything, and I mean Anything, you can achieve, nothing is impossible, you see that demeanor that many labels set up by your mind, you find a reason why its not possible but like traffic cones you just gotta make sure to dodge like leap frog over the obstacles, until the fog clears up and that stigma of people that think its Impossible becomes less scary and more possible