What I Would Change

this is what I would change

if I died today,

I Would Change,

me full of fear not opening the door

to joyful tears.

I Would Change,

the joyful tears turn them into loving stares.

I Would Change,

feeling like choking when Girls are Staring, cant talk, cant walk when I speak theirs a hurricane

in my sleep.

I Would Change,

that hurricane trapped like a cage to open doors walk through that pain

to No Apraxia Chains.

I Would Change,

those chains bringing me shame hope them break into matter

someday.

I Would Change,

anything to treat everyday as it matters not on that Computer, Rhyming that

shit doesn't really matter it always shatters.

I Would Change,

that broken glass dislodged in my

throat making me not want to Joke. but,

I Wouldn't Change,

how I write because, the million times

I feel upset, I Rhyme out of mind, looking for a kind of Rhythm yesterday I couldn't find and,

bring all the peoples thoughts to the poetry side bring them a White picket sign that say's 

I Would Change,

their minds if you just listen to my rhymes.

I Would Change,

your life

do you realize I got change,

burning through my Fingers how to open chains, suffocating your veins,

the many things I learnt from life will startle you but I promise you before I die,

I will change your life.

I Would Change,

The way you think about poetry, you might actually thinktwice about replaying than remembering Ole speechless Rhymes.

my hope,

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I Would Change,

the lies

in the music, people are trying to get famous not to make a difference. That ridiculous!! 

I Would Change

why the Different is slandered and prosecuted but,

I Wouldn't Change,

the bad times I went through because, the bad times

made me who I am today,

the tears

from a lonely bed touched and effected everyone

to show them an

Apraxia kid

can detour

the heavy crowded road.

I Would Change,

the road I needed to travel to get this song into

public view so, many hardships I lost it but I Bled, shed what

I needed Read.