Write this out of my Mind

I cant pretend nor fake these feelings what I'm feeling

I cant lie myself out of these tears

coming out of my eyes

like rain drops out of the sky

that hit the ground with no sound

because I'm so dang scared right now

while you are under the knife all I can do is wait

and

 write this out of my mind

and go back to a time that you were fine

before you were fighting for your life on that bed

so while your eyes are closed

Ill write you a note to let you know to fight as hard as you can to come back

then never leave us again

​

think of the stories you might miss

if you choose to witness Heaven to quick so

before the demons grab on to you

and try to drag you under be as tough as the sound of thunder

and fly over like a blue angel Fighter

so God

​

I'm on my knees praying, saying, hoping

you wouldn't give up

too soon and let her stay on this earth for another day,

hey I know your not gonna be able to stay on earth forever

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but the meaning of this song is to

keep on believing until your heart decides to stop beating,

but until that day

the Heaven gates open and greets you

this poem will remind you

I always will love you.