Life Update + My Pain Poemsong

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I’ve lately been struggling, luckily I was able to go to the Conference Saturday, I have a lot to say so this first blog is a Life Update & A new poemsong that you might or might not feel the same, but I basically wrote for me but really other people hopefully my pain helps someone going through the same or similar pain that plagues me and I can’t run away from, I wish I could, I grew as always thinking I could run away from whatever pains that came but with this, this Illness is a Chronic and constant reminder of the struggle I can’t stop but anyway I have written this short poemsong titled Pain is my way to cope in a “self care routine” the method of my madness is hard the life cycle I’m going through is not one to live, I can see my issues is not that bad but because that’s all I know and it’s happening to me, I feel like it’s pretty hard, being unable to eat what I want being scared that when I eat or drink that would cause Pain and Problems in Air in my intestines, my intentions is not scare anyone this is a message to myself to not give up because A Good Friend named Ashley, sent this picture to my mom then me.

As the picture shows This Bible verse says… “so the lord blessed job, in the second half of his life even more than in the beginning”

A Beautiful verse, I believe I’m like Job, if you don’t know or remember His story, he basically lost everything in a matter of days, and when his life was crumbling around him, he didn’t once curse the sky’s, did wrong to Gods name, and suddenly a miracle came and the days of suffering was no more and that came a new beginning for him, as I am still endlessly searching for that beginning, I am sure of I keep my confidence and good faith it will come. Hope you enjoy the Poemsong, note it’s a little heavy…

Smile: Beacon Hill (:

Music Video List

My Pain	I’ve lately been struggling, This Unbelievable Strong Written Poemsong that is sung in the style of Christian/Rock is for Motivating People like me Inspired by Citizen Soldier Look, You might or might not feel the same, but I basically wrote this as a Prevention poem as a Reminder Your not Alone. I hope This Helps :)	(Find this in MotivationalPoemsongs and Whats New)	Click on Photo Below for link
Sweet Sweet Baby (Letter Edition)	(Short Poem of Sweet Sweet Baby)	(Find this in ShortPoemsongs and Whats New)	Click on Photo Below for link
Sweet Sweet Baby	This is basically a Love Letter that if I ever get a chance, I Got This Idea From Listening to (Wherever you are) By One OK Rock . Beautiful Song and Inspiring Lyrics. Find this in Heartbeat Poems	(Find this in HeartbeatPoemsongs and Whats New)	Click on Photo Below for link
My Story	My Story is my way of showing people that I'm for real, telling you why I'm so Invested in this dream, this hope might be foolish but I believe in my community, talking about like me, people with Disabilities, My hope that doing this Conference explains to the People that are attending this Conference will show that people with disabilities can do anything	(Find this in ShortPoemsongs and Whats New)	Click on Photo Below for link